Stop Looking for It

I'm a scaredy cat. I don't say that to be cute either. Legitimately, almost everything scares me. Here's a list of a few of those things: frogs lizards snakes grass (because frogs, lizards, or snakes might be in it) rodents big bugs little bugs Pieces of lint (that I usually assume are bugs) birds squirrels And even shadows (if I glance at them too quickly) See, I wasn't lying. I'm a certified chicken. Being the chicken that I am, any time I have to walk in sketchy places, my anxiety skyrockets. My office happens to be…

Seasons and Reasons

Winter, as we learned in elementary school, is supposed to have a few staples including Christmas, snow (blah), and shorter and darker days. Every year though, we tend to find that our expectations for winter aren’t exactly met. Winter has become temperamental and switches with ease between the sun of summer, the rain of spring, and the chill of fall. Sometimes, all in the same week! I don't know about you, but I would rather just assume it's going to be cold out, grab my coat, and be on my way. There are four distinct seasons for…

Adjust Your Posture

Driving through the back woods of North Carolina a few weeks ago I had a couple thoughts... Get me out of here! (Laughing but serious...I'm a suburban girl at best) How are the farmers able to keep their horses, cows, and bulls to remain on the farm with these small gates?! I mean really. How?! The short wooden fences that surround the large acres of land seems small in comparison to the large animals that roamed around the farms. Now, I'm certainly no farmer, and I haven't done the research to determine how the farmers…

Cruel Summer Falls Away…

I can't believe its been over a month since I have written something for this blog....well, maybe I can...I'm going to be completely honest here because I don't know any other way to be. These last few months have been ROUGH! Well, all summer was ROUGH. If you've read any of my posts over the last 5 months you've probably been able to figure out that I had been having a difficult time. I moved to a new state, didn't have any money, couldn't find a church, couldn't find a job, I had to become…

Perspective

I was walking out of the library today and witnessed a very brief exchange between two women. One woman, very bubbly and friendly was headed out of the library with…

#READJUST

As much as I’d like to be able to say that I like change, I’ve come to the conclusion that that's not really true. See, I like change, but only when I am the one who gets to make the decisions about what, when, or how something will change.  Yep, my name is Seanita and I’m a control freak. But what I’m realizing in my present season is that we don’t get to control it all. No matter how much we plan or how airtight our plans seem to be, we don’t always get a…